Hi, my name is Roy and I am 45 years old. At the age of 4, or at least as far back as I can remember I was involved in incestrial relationships. Starting with my Grandfather and mother. Latter extending to my brother and 10 of my cousins.
I eventually found out that my grandfather was actually my biological father and that one of my cousins is actually my half sister. By the time I was 8 years old, if I didn’t feel like doing, I was getting paid to perform sexual favors.
I didn’t find out about my Mother and her Father’s relationship until I was much older. Now that I think back about it I realize that my Mother knew what was going on from the start, or she wouldn’t have let me spend night sleeping with the man that fathered me. Knowing that was quite hard on me and has been very hard to deal with. My Grandfather (Father) use to always say I was his boy. Now I know what he meant by that.
I didn’t know back when I was young that he was doing things with his other grandchildren.
I thought I was the only one.
I was the only one that use to sleep in his bed regularly.
I slept with him more than I ever slept alone between the ages of 3 and 12.